I had an older boyfriend and was hanging out with his mates. I would do anything to fit in with them and thats how it started. I just didn't think it would be ok to say no and it was kind of fun at first. Then we broke up and it just got so much worse, they where gone but the pot was here to stay. I started smoking on my own to try to feel good, I was smoking every day and spending all my pocket money on pot . Sometime I would take money out of my mums wallet, she found out and that made everything worse. Sometime I wish I had just been strong enough to say no.